mood: 
After few years, she said…
“but why I feel emptiness is all around. looks like I am the only one fighting. his appearance seems so blurry. the love seems to fade away. my curiosity arouses, I was numb for awhile. thinking and thinking and thinking. it’s not true right. this is not happening yet. in my metaphor, I try to reach to his heart but my hand cant grab it tightly. it seems slip away just like that. is this really happening. why the sudden change. does his heart change. my heart rebels, feeling unsafe. then…tik tok tik tok…time waste too much. the confession arrive unexpectedly. my heart stop beating. no. my love inside me frozen. my mind thinking hard. I pretend to be as usual and ignore the facts that I just heard. but then he left me while im standing there speechless. didn’t look back and walk straight away. where does the love go? I feel so depressed. then I cried. try to keep my sadness away from everyone. yet I cant hide it for so long. I wish it will never happen to me. wish I could work hard for my love life. always be love and never be left behind. how many times does love break my heart. but I still keep on moving. one say “u cant block your heart from love. love will come when it wants.” but does it come at the right time, right place or is it the right person. how do you choose and accept.”
