mood: 
After few awhile, she wondered…
“if my love is not worth for him, then I should let the love fade. if I was a burden to him, then I just shouldn’t stay. that day when he left me it rains heavily. how I wish mr rain could washed away the love I had for him. regretting. half say yes half say no. it’s killing me. that fond memories can’t never be gone too easily. somehow I should not show my weakness point when I face him. though its hard, lets live our life to the fullest from now on. I whisper to myself “fighting ne!” to that person, may you find happiness. ill pray everything will turn out wonderful. I don’t mean to hate you. deep inside I cant never hate you. because your smile always shines me from afar. suki desu.”
“hold a minute. why am I being so nice. do I engrave my bitterness deep down inside. I wonder why am I being like this. god knows of course. but I don’t understand the meaning of it. somehow I just couldn’t answer it myself”
