mood:
Yesterday, she dream...
" I was crying when I woke up this morning. these tears was not a happy tears, yet my heart felt relief somehow. the dream. I found myself at a place, more likely like a school but there were also other students that called themselves master students. i guess it was a learning center but not exactly a university. could be a place where we went a trip or something. I was walking with some friends while sightseeing the place. we enjoyed ourselves so much and asking each other what kind of question should we asked about this place from the supervisor in charge.
suddenly my eyes narrowed to a room where i could see some familiar faces. as our group walked down to another stair, I slowly covered myself out of the crowd and went to the place i doubted. I saw a teacher there, sitting silently on a chair while the class was surrounding with people doing their works and discussing and sort of. I screened the faces inside the class and thinking if I ever knew those people before. suddenly my eyes stopped at one person. my face impression changed as I looked her. it was my long lost best friend. yeah. if in reality, we were no longer having close term anymore. I wanted to cry when I saw her there.
remembering the past made my heart ached. how things changed between us? how did things become so wrong in the past? why we didn't miss those days that we went through together? i asked myself. bluntly, I did not know how to react when she spotted me standing outside that could hardly be seen. we gazed at each other for long. silence broke through the walls. then.
to my surprise, she slowly gave me a smile. she said, "why cowardly standing there? come inside." I startled when I heard the words.
it had been a long time since we saw each other. the best friend that no longer was mine. she swayed her hand asking me to come. I bravely stepped forward to her side. I could not shredded my tears away. soon the tears flooding my face heavily as I was in front of her. she stood there looking at me. to my triple shock, she handed out her both hands and hugged me softly. i was not sure how long we stood like that for a while. the hug became tighten. she rubbed my hair and said, "it's okay". I did not understand what she meant but I knew that we were not mad at each other again.
the class suddenly noticed us and our appearance interrupted the teacher. and I slowly wanted to move out from the class. as I tried to loose up the hug, I finally said, "I'm sorry" few times. she nodded. and slowly we loosed the hug. and I could saw her wide smile again. slowly I walked out the class, waving at her. the class seem to fade. and I walked with tears on my faces again and again. that is when I woke up with tears still upon my cheeks."
